Two weeks ago, my community suffered a horrible tragedy as a seventeen year-old Palestinian terrorist infiltrated our community, stabbing three men, one of whom succumbed to his wounds.
Unfortunately, stories like these are not uncommon in Israel. We are surrounded by those that seek our destruction for no other reason that the Jewish blood that runs through our veins. And as horrific as this may sound, you become numb to it. You hear the stories, you may even cry, but a few days pass, normal life resumes and soon their names and their stories become a distant memory.
Not this time. This time tragedy struck close to home. Yotam Ovadia HYD, the man who was brutally stabbed by this terrorist and died as a result of his wounds, was not only a member of my community, but also the husband of one of my friends, the father of one of my daughter’s friends and until very recently, we had lived across the street from him and his beautiful family.
I never really had the opportunity to speak to him and get to know him. As it happens in small yishuvim, the women get to know each other while their children are playing and our husbands are usually at work. But what I do remember, I will never ever forget. I remember the way he used to stand quietly in the doorway as the kids played in our local gymboree, watching his son and my daughter play together, with a look of love and adoration on his face – the kind only a parent understands. And then I remember when his son noticed his father standing there, the huge smile that broke across his face as he ran into his father’s arms screaming “Abba” with pure excitement and glee. I remember watching them playing with trucks together on the floor, before we all said our goodbyes and headed our separate ways to prepare dinner for our children.
My conversations with his wife usually centered around our children – what milestones they were hitting, what exciting things they had been doing recently – the normal ‘mom talk’. But as I sat last week at the Shiva house with his wife and parents, extended family, colleagues and friends, I came to know Yotam in a way I had never known him before.
He was a good man. He loved his family. When he got married, he insisted that he and his wife build their home and their family just steps from where his parents had built theirs. He always stopped to see his parents every day on his way home from work. On that fateful day, he had left his house to pick up groceries he had hidden at his parents’ to prepare a romantic dinner in honour of Tu B’Av. He wrapped tefillin every morning, and in his zechut those around him took on more mitzvot. (His mother told me that he had convinced her to fast for Tisha B’Av the last four years.) And now there is a void that has been left and will be impossible to fill.
Say what you will about the peace process and whether or not the Jewish settlements in Judea and Samaria are a obstacle to peace. I’m not interested in entering that debate. Until our cousins in Ramallah and elsewhere around the world learn to value human life, peace will never be a possibility. Until Arab leaders, teachers and parents stop poisoning their youth with lies and propaganda, this is the reality that we will be facing. Golda Meir said it best when she said, “Peace will come when [they] will love their children more than they hate us.”
This time, life well never return to normal. Every time I drive through the gates of our yishuv I see his parents house and am reminded of their son who will never stop by again on his way home from work. Every time I walk past the daycare centre on the way to the park, I am reminded of his young children who are now forced to grow up without their father; who will go through every milestone in their lives reminded of the void left in the wake of this tragedy. I pray every day for his parents, for his wife and his children – that Hashem should send them the comfort they need to get through this and continue to lead lives that honour his memory and his legacy.
And more than ever, I’m reminded to be grateful and appreciative for the life I have been blessed to live.